Tuesday, March 6, 2012

In Denial

5th Mac 2012. Not a special day. But it's a day to remember.

He's who's going to be a uncle soon (yup we are waiting the new addition to our clan this month). Our "Acu Wan". A very clever kid. Nice talker. Manja. Suka bodek. Rajin bila disuruh. He who's everything to me. To our family.

After much denial for the past few years we decide to bring him to see the specialist. For us there's nothing wrong with him. It's just that he's a bit slow learner and maybe too manja and a bit lazy. We always said that "it's OK. Besar nanti pandai la tu". In the end, he's already in standard 4 but cant even read. Cant even spell "bin Mamat Khalid"

The doctor said he's actually a 10 year old boy with a 7 years old knowledge. With this result he's going to transfer to a special school. Takut. Memang takut. Kesian and everything. What if he don't have friends. What if its going to be worst at new school because of the "downgrade". What if he cant adapt to the new environment. What if there's people going to look at him like a handicap? What about his future.

All this came across my mind. To be frank I'm the one who's scare. Scare about what is going to happen to him. He? He's happy as always. Nothing can bother him as long as he can play with his Shasha the cat, fish and Turtle Odyssey.

Well. I hope this is the best decision for him. For us. InsyaAllah.
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ME: Acu sayang Muaz

1 comment:

anasu no haha said...

ahh, finally..walaupun berat nak terima, tapi at least kita tahu apa yang terbaik untuk dia. sebabnya, dia takleh ikut cara kita, bila dah tahu ni kurang2nya kita boleh provide cara yang paling bagus untuk dia belajar kan.

no worries, insyaAllah he'll be okay. ambik yg positif contohnya macam result SPM yang lepas, ada student yang dapat full A, sama tahun dengan adik dia ambik SPM :)