To be honest, I feel proud of myself when I enrolled into a master program. But now I feel so scared. Am I doing the right thing? Did I invest my money correctly? It's not cheap you know.
This semester we only required to register 2 subjects. First subject assignment is quite easy. But the second subject, I am not sure whether I can get a good mark or not. I feel so uneasy today. Today is the last day of second assignment submission. Ramai je lagi yang belum hantar. But, since aku berhempas pulas bangun pukul 4 pagi, aku decide nak hantar je. Lagi pon kalau delay maybe akan kena potong markah.
But yang paling buat aku takut, aku punya assignment tu 5 page je. Tapi ada orang lain yang buat sampai 40 page. Memang la lecturer cakap page depends. 1 page or seberapa banyak page. Suka hati. Maksudnya apa? Cukup satu page asalkan menjawab soalan or should be berkoyan-koyan pages untuk elaborate all the details? Sampai sekarang rasa tak sedap hati. Aku buat betul tak. Aku elaborate cukup tak. Memang la how many pages tu tak penting. Yang penting content adakah menjawab soalan atau tidak. Tapi still..Arghh. Tak tahu!
Ottoke? Dou suru? What should I do? Apa patut aku buat? Should I resubmit? I don't have the energy to do it again. Can I just berserah? Boleh dapat A tak dengan effort aku tu?
Arghhhhh.....................................................!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------This semester we only required to register 2 subjects. First subject assignment is quite easy. But the second subject, I am not sure whether I can get a good mark or not. I feel so uneasy today. Today is the last day of second assignment submission. Ramai je lagi yang belum hantar. But, since aku berhempas pulas bangun pukul 4 pagi, aku decide nak hantar je. Lagi pon kalau delay maybe akan kena potong markah.
But yang paling buat aku takut, aku punya assignment tu 5 page je. Tapi ada orang lain yang buat sampai 40 page. Memang la lecturer cakap page depends. 1 page or seberapa banyak page. Suka hati. Maksudnya apa? Cukup satu page asalkan menjawab soalan or should be berkoyan-koyan pages untuk elaborate all the details? Sampai sekarang rasa tak sedap hati. Aku buat betul tak. Aku elaborate cukup tak. Memang la how many pages tu tak penting. Yang penting content adakah menjawab soalan atau tidak. Tapi still..Arghh. Tak tahu!
Ottoke? Dou suru? What should I do? Apa patut aku buat? Should I resubmit? I don't have the energy to do it again. Can I just berserah? Boleh dapat A tak dengan effort aku tu?
Arghhhhh.....................................................!
ME: Am I doing the right thing?
4 comments:
Naa, what I practiced during my master was, meet the lecturer as frequent as I could. Sebabnya, daripada lecturer ni la yang kita boleh dapat tips sebenar-benarnya, bukan dari kawan-kawan kita. Selalunya, aku jumpa lect and cakap aku konfius dengan tajuk esaimen ni. Tanya dia dari segi apa sebenarnya yang perlu kita jawab. I never thought I would have the courage to do so, tapi percayalah hasilnya sangat awesome!! :)
Knowing me, aku rasa mu pun tahu aku bukan jenis yang suka jumpa cikgu/lecturer. But I have to, nak survive. Huhuhu.
Thanks for this superb advice. i should have done that earlier. Now its too late. The things is lecturer not base at UTM KL. Some outsource, some at JB. Susah sikit nak buat appointmnet (ALASAN SEMATA NI!)
Aku pon sama macam mung. Bukan jenis hok akan jumpa. Mengharapkan lecturer dok notice aku dalam kelas and tanya macam2 time degree dulu. Now aku agak aktif tapi takut2 lagi. InsyaAllah next sem kena brani. Huhu. Hopefully there will be a next sem.
InsyaAllah. meh aku cite sket how aku buleh jadi gitu, hahahaha..
aku penah buat discussion dgn few classmates la, tp aku sokmo perasan yg depa macam menyimpang dari tajuk. like they are trying to impress with long but unimpressive answers. so aku takmau terjebak, dah la aku sorang2 je masa tu kan. so, that's when i started looking for the right person, the lecturer. lepas tu, aku share jawapan tu dgn member2 and last sekali, depa pun jadi macam aku gk rajin jupe lecturer then benda tu akan comes back to us beneficially :)
Good Luck Naa!!
Btol2. aku notice everyone macam superb je bila bercakap. Macam tahu banyak giler. Pastu bila present macam dok menjawab soalan pon.
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