Since when i became this ME?

Since when?
I don't even know..
Since when?
I'm not sure..
Since when?
I have no idea..
I suppose to be happy with this old new ME
The matured ME , The independent ME
but I'm not...
Deep inside hatred, bitter, hurt, lonely
Since when I became this ME?
I just wanna be HAPPY again...

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ME: mode sedih